Here I am, on my bed. Today has been a fun day. Woke up by 6a.m.
for work out just after 5 hours max of
sleep, had a tree planting and photo session with the Sun n Sand Family here in
Kilifi, had a two hour catwalk session after which some went to town to acquire
some items they lack while those of us who opted to remain took walks by the
beach collecting sea shells and swimming in the pools. Yes. Indeed a fun day.
My current team and I have immensely improved in our
choreography, everyone is catching up and though some have a fierce fight in
them for themselves, others are patient and choose to help. After all, a group
is only as good as its last cum slowest member. I am torn, between being the
super competitive person I am and being helpful and kind to everyone. I know, I
know I should do what is right after all, that is the person whom God created
me to be thus I can only pray that I prevail in each and every situation even
when sometimes it calls on me to leave my own personal wants for someone else’s.
Does anyone feel me? I’m sure someone does.
Being a vocal person, sometimes it does come out wrongly
especially to people who do not seem to understand that it is natural and we do
not choose to be who and how we are. Trust me, getting a thrashing on that
parade in Primary School for being in a certain list of noisemakers was no fun
but this is who God made me to be. For years, I questioned God on my ability to
talk lol and for years I tried to change and be a quiet person, little did I know
the plans he had for me; plans to give me a future and a hope as the good book
says. It took time to accept myself as I am after years of being shunned but I am
happy and this is me. Of course being talkative does not mean one should not be
disciplined and learn how to listen; after all that is why we have one mouth
yet two ears… I continually learn to be better at this with each passing day.
Oops I have to prepare for dinner, then a probable catwalk.
Sleep time tonight might be the same as yesterday. Wish me well hunnies, I wish
you well in all that you do; God’s favor be with you.
Blessings and Love,
Nyandia.
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